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Showing posts from August, 2017

Just checking in!

These days, I have like serious mood swings trying to figure out what is going on in my life and how to deal with it. Sometimes, I feel happy, energetic and optimistic, picturing about the bright future that I've longed for; yet sometimes, I feel emotional, exhausted and pessimistic, thinking about how unrealistic my imagination is.

People have been asking me about what I want to do after STPM. I have a lot in mind - to travel, to dedicate all my time to dance, to continue keeping fit, etc., but I know that they are referring to which university I'm going to apply or which course I'm going to enrolled.

What a waste, what a disappointment, what a ___; when I say that I'm not planning to go for a degree, spending another 4 years stuck in university before I can venture my way out in the world.

I feel like I could have done so many things if I am not stuck in school. I've turned many opportunities down because "sorry, I need to go to school". For the time I …