Sometimes I find it pretty hard to move on, not because you're that good and worthy, but because I feel sad about how fast the time past, how much I've grown, and how long I've been trying to be good enough. I miss the days where I was just a little girl who thought my family and my boyfriend are my entire world. I miss the girl who loves to smile and cheerful and always stays optimism. As sooner as I grew, I realized that the world isn't as simple as I thought. I hate it, really. I don't know why can't the world be much more simplier. I learnt that every single one in this world is covered with a layer of protection and I wondered why. I thought if you take off your mask, the others will do the same, and that is how you find sincerity in this society. And then I finally realized that when you treat every single individual sincerely, people will take you for granted and you'll end up getting hurt. I don't know, call me stubborn, but I really hate this la...
A 21-year-old Malaysian girl who is living in Scotland for 6 months.