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Life In The U.S.A. #4

I am very blessed to live in Summerlin, Las Vegas. It is a very beautiful neighborhood. I really love it here. I love how the strangers greet each other when they simply meet by the roadside. I love how the waiters in the restaurant serve the customers. I love how the cashiers in the supermarket make conversations with the people. I love gift cards. (it could save me a lot of troubles thinking about what to give to others) I love the dry desert weather, though I struggled at the first few weeks, because I can finally get rid of mosquitoes bites and I can walk around without sweating. I love the education system here because it is not 100% paper-based. I love the fun classes in school. I love bonfire. I love s'more. I love roasted marshmallow. Can I move my family and my homies here, instead of me flying back to Malaysia?

Again, I am blessed enough to get straight A's in SPM. Honestly I wished I get more A+, but I am still grateful for everything. Maybe because I am far away in the States, my happiness only lasted for a few minutes, and then I had no feeling for it anymore lol. It's like 'oh come on, it's only SPM, no big deal'. (well I am not sure if I will feel the same if I didn't get straight A's)

p/s: I still had fun getting my results via video call on Messenger with my parents. I felt like a cool kid. B)

I did not feel relieved at all after getting the results. In fact, I am in a super bad mood because I am not sure what I want to do in the future. I changed a lot since I've been here in the States, and that includes my interests. I LOVE ALGEBRA AND CHEMISTRY NOWADAYS. I DON'T WANT TO DO LINGUISTICS ANYMORE. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! I just cannot figure myself out. I still need time, but I don't know how much time I need.

I realized by now I haven't really describe my life in the States yet (HAHAHA). I was just simply sharing my thoughts which you guys might not be interested I supposed. #sorrynotsorry I will try to blog about the life here next time.

Stay tuned.

xx
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