Exam is over. Holiday is coming. I should laugh. I should happy. I should shout "Hooray!" . Yes, I did, this afternoon, but now I'm bored. And many things are harassing my brain. It is all about friendship.
Yes, I have no many friends in primary school. Maybe got, but no good friend at all. I'm alone but I never felt lonely. I loved it. I always busy with homework, school work, helping teachers and.. I did not realize what is friendship..
But now, in secondary school, no works to do, no stress, and the only way to let the time to pass faster is be with your friends. I realized what is called friendship, after I met you guys. Zxuan, Zqing, Karman, YiXin, JingMin, QiiSiin, HuiiEe. Maybe I met you at the primary school, but we're not close at all. And I'm form 2, I know YinFun, ShyWee and many, maybe you all treat me as a normal friend, but I treat you ALL as my good friends. I really love you guys.
Girls, sometimes, or I mean most time, I'm really afraid that you all will fed up on me. I always think my weakness, and I always trying to change myself into a better person. Sometimes I walk alone, I don't know where to put my arms. Sometimes I was beside you all, I don't know what to talk. Sometimes I really feel I'm the extras. Sometimes I'm over wanted to be perfect, and I don't really feel free to be myself.
Weakness follows everybody. I hope I can throw it away so I won't be dislike by you all. But I really feel I'm too affect. Sometimes we are joking, but I'm afraid that you all mean it.
Yes, Virgo, always been so stupid, always think too much. Forgive me.
Ahh, I just too boring and write this.
Forget it.
Hmm, good night.
